"is he everything you need? Is he everything i couldn't be? does he make everything much better? bring you all the shiny weather that you want?...and is he everything...everything i'm not ( Read more... )

Tomorrow start my job at the tri-county brewery...9.50 an hour, 40 hour work weeks...i am excited (and no that isnt sarcasm ( Read more... )

UGH today was so long ( Read more... )

So i realized...if i changed to get ashley back...it would be like all the other times i have changed...so finally i changed for me. While i am not perfect...it is definatly a change. I am thinking outside the box, taking risks, not getting flustered at my failures, and most importantly...just being me, and not caring who likes me and who doesn't ( Read more... )

big ups on being one of the biggest liars ever...always yelling at me and never trusting me...and yea pretty much always fooling around with other people behind my back ( Read more... )

So finally had the time to go visit Heather at work...and was really glad i did...though she was a bit shyer then she usually isn't when we talk...she said it was a bit of a surprise cuz she wasnt expecting me ( Read more... )

Whatever poison's in this bottle will leave me broken sore and stiff ( Read more... )

I am just so well tired...i don't like the person that stares back at me in the mirror, i don't like who i am period...I've been in the hospital more times this term than i actually care to disclose...i am from now on internalizing EVERYTHING..i've found other people to be judgemental and only tell you want you want to hear...and then if they get ( Read more... )

So 1...i was the victim of identity left...and the asshole who did it made off with 800 dollars of my money...wow...ima hurt someone if i find out who it is..doubt it tho ( Read more... )

Lately i have been giving my life an extra bit of attention. Too long did i walk around and pay little attention to the complex feelings i have inside. The fact that sometimes its ok to feel lost, and scared, and broken. It's human nature to slip up and make mistakes. And the people who feel otherwise...well they aren't going to go very far. Guys ( Read more... )