wow, emotion is a funny thing. sometimes, lik earlier i felt like gloating because i was hitting balls at the driving range lik 10x further than Ken. rightnow i feel like...hmmmm, i dont know. i know one thing though.....WE ARE ON A PLANET!! that boggles my mind everytime i think about it. we are on this objectthat is composed of grass and rocks ( Read more... )

well this is why im in a bitchy depressed mood. i make plans and they never pan out and it makes me pissed cuz it ALWAYS happens. i hate it A LOT. i made plans on tuesday to go to see freddy vs. jason on friday. and everyone said they would go but now they allll canceled except this one girl named heidi who is a reallllly cool girl. and we both are ( Read more... )

i love candy it is bueno. picked up jen (idntlikeugetovrit) and went to starbucks where they played eek-a-mouse, black uhuru, peter tosh, bob marley and the specials. How dope is that? haha people are all around me right now its kind of cool. "everything is just dandy" said heidi. but yeah i get to go to a dodger game tomorrow night!!! SCORE! haha ( Read more... )

wow i am really torn between emotions right about now. i talked to jennifer (the girl i most hate) and why??? i always talk to her and it always is stupid. all she does is express how she thinks she is so much of a better person than i am. obviously if she has to tell me these things she has some serious insecurities. but we already knew that. she ( Read more... )

well its tuesday night and im just sitting here watching tv. i talked to vicky tonight again *SwOoN* lol that girl is something! a lot of times when i talk to her i have to step back and remind myself that she isnt 24 years old. its almost intimidating when we talk about liek serious life stuff. i told her i wanna kiss her. but i dont know if thats ( Read more... )

well on my last update i mentioned i wasnt with jennifer anymore...that still holds true. but weirdest thing of all is just a few weeks after we broke-up i had sex with a certain someone who is very very close to me for the first time. we were friends for 9 years and nothing had ever happened. not even a kiss and then in one night it ALL happened. ( Read more... )

well things have changed...jen and i arent "together" anymore which is a real strugle for me, i love her like there is no tomorrow and im sure she knows that but i dont think she feels the same way i do. well, not anymore at least. its strange because we are still really close and stuff like that we talk all the time, im at her freakin house right ( Read more... )

so i helped jenny move into her new appartment with her way cute new roommate...id totally do her but that would be inappropriate and she wouldnt do it anyway. so yeah the move is done and all that shit...I HATE MOVING!!! ok well im outta here like a black guy at a KKK meeting so ill talk to ya later cyberamigos. ok but other than that shit ( Read more... )

im just sittin here..its a beautiful day today my car is dirty and i need to wash it anyway i dont have a lot to say this time around i know i havent updated in a long time but yeah its ok i guess...so anyway im out like a fat kid playing dodgeball...adios cyber amigos