I feel so restless in the evenings, lately. I'm tired, but don't feel like going to bed. And I just can't seem to settle in and relax. I don't know why, but I hope I settle down soon.

Sometimes in our busiest, most intense, most frustrating times, the nice little things really seem big. Somehow, life just seems amazing right at this moment. I feel good. Everything is just grand. It's just one of those moments!

I had so many dreams last night. They're all a jumble now... I can remember bits and pieces of each, but none of how it all fit together. The brain is so tricky, the way it makes us forget so fast. Probably somewhat necessary, so we know what is real and what isn't. I have to start writing them down again, and working harder to remember them. It ( Read more... )

Did you ever have one of those moments where it's almost like a lightbulb goes on over your head, and you just sort of stop, and look all about at your surroundings, and whatever it is you're doing, and just sort of go "Damn, this is awesome." You know, just a feeling of being exactly where you want to be in life, and doing exactly what you want to ( Read more... )

There is, perhaps, more good and justness in the world than I sometimes realize. It's interesting how I seem to be noticing so much of it lately... in the things I see, the things people say, and do. It's really quite surprising sometimes, but extremely pleasant when someone reassures you that the world is, in fact, the way you believe and desire ( Read more... )

Mmm... that seemed like the best night at Caliente in a while! I mean, they're all good, but this one seemed especially so. And also the pre-dance. And then mmm.... pizza.

For some reason, both yesterday and today I have had an overwhelming desire to listen to Christmas music. What a strange thing!

Yay, I've got a bike again!

It's been a long time since I was on my bike, and I forgot how much I enjoy it. Exciting!

Although the indications can sometimes be misleading, it certainly appears that we're going to have a pretty awesome party on Friday night. The only problem may be taht a lot of people seem stuck on the idea that it's actually Saturday night, but it's not. I was finding that when I did parties on Saturday, and people hang around late I often don't ( Read more... )

It's very important not to elevate people beyond just what they are. It's awfully easy to put people up on a big high platform, and think they're better than you, but really they're not. Some poeple are more comfortable in some places, some people in others. It's neat when you get a peek of someone being a whole lot less comfortable, because it ( Read more... )