Fear slowly gets replaced with excitement. Childish fantasy gets replaced with bright reality. All I do now is hope it works out, and try to find a good time to break the news. I guess I'm ready for the fight...

Matt

You know what bugs me? When they get your coffee all ready, but then they decide to go and make a fresh pot and clean the whole place up before they hand it to you. Why do they do that?

I literally have so many plans this weekend I don't know what to do with myself. I'm going to have to cancel on someone...

You probably all think I'm silly when you listen to me. I guess if I were you, I'd be thinking "he's a little silly".

I just want to go downtown dancing for like... an hour. Some place to forget all this.

Maybe not lying, so much as just not admitting the truth, but I don't know what the truth is. My thoughts in the last week or two have been very deep, and not at all superficial. How scary it is - truly frightening to not know where life is going. This is the time to make decisions, to make dreams come true, and to set up the path I'll walk for ( Read more... )

So, I broke down today and bought a metro link pass. I figured if I'm going to take the darn thing every day, there's no sense in using every twonie and quarter I can find. Plus, I just got far too used to the convienience of the U-Pass... being able to hop on and hop off on short trips, that I hate to do when it's costing me $2 (even if it means ( Read more... )

Just a couple of things. My job seems to be rapidly getting better. The workload is honestly still a little light for my liking... I'd rather be busy than be fishing for things to do, but all in all, I'm filling the time. I finally feel like I've got my bearings, and not as much like I'm an outsider just trying desperately to figure out what's ( Read more... )

I don't know why, I just do. It sounds like a corny line from a Dane Cooke skit, but I just want to go and dance. I'm sure we'll make some plans soon, but sadly, not this weekend ( Read more... )

And once again I find that feeling; something just tells me it will all be okay. No matter what, the whole thing will work out just as planned.

I can't believe it. Four out of five marks back, and they're all A's. I've never had anything quite like that before. I had hoped this was going to happen, I just didn't believe it until I saw it.

Alright Ops... you'd better be good to me.

No question about it, the last week has been HARD on me. I've been keeping long hours, getting little sleep, and working really hard. I felt like this set of exams was sort of a critical one, because my marks this semester might have a big effect on my decisions about a Masters degree. So far I have one mark back, and it's an "A". I'm pretty ( Read more... )