I think the holidays are so nice. cold air. lights twinkling. icicle lights especially. not as many of those this year as there were last year. anyway, it hasn't snowed in a few days, and i'm starting to get used to the rain. it makes it so much easier to go to school. that was sarcasm by the way. rain, rain, go away. snow and ice should last all ( Read more... )

I am updating just to talk. I feel so bad for Erin and I don't agree that Mike should stay there, but what can I do? I'm just afraid that next time it will be her neck that's broken. That's all I'm saying.

love's not free. at least not for all people. sometimes you have to struggle to find it, and then when you do, it's ripped away from you ( Read more... )

Well, I guess it had to happen eventually.

Mandy called. She said she hasn't seen me in a while and misses me. So I went over there today and hung out and watched TV and talked, and that was my day.

Chao

I can deal with this. I will try to keep our relationship going. It means so much to me.

*picks up the phone and calls Erin*

I'm not saying anything was Erin's fault. I'll call her 5 times a day if I have to. I'm just saying that I think I'm seriously messed up. I have a hard time dealing with things, especially relationships. Please give me some time, Erin, if you can. I need help here.

So it's true. Erin's going to break up with me if I don't get my act together. How did I get myself into this? I started out calling her every night, and then I only called her every other night, and then every week or so, and now i hardly ever call her. So i guess it's my fault. of course ( Read more... )

i've heard a rumor that erin's going to dump me...i wish people would stop spreading these things. and if it's true then, well.

Anyone think I should change the layout of my journal?