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happy fucking new year

actually i just think that lj only gets me down.

t(-_-t) you community sites. god i need a fucking escape away from fucking people.

sometimes i forget you exist.

this site frustrates me.
damn if only i would've chose lj over xanga when i was seventeen >.<

since i've turned 21 i've only found myself spending wayyy too much money.

and 21 isn't near as much fun as i thought it was going to be.

and if you see God around tell Him i still want my baby back. 

i've become so bitter. i've become so careless. i've become so faithless.

and i hate how much i've grown to hate God over the past year.

and i'm starting to accept the fact that i'll never understand why she had to die.
and i know i will never support His decision in this.

mandi,
i would kill to get you back.

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