i think i love her

fuck

i forgot all about live journal. I wonder if anyone will read this cuz it seems like none of the people on my friends list have logged in, in years. Oh well, either way i guess i should write something about how i feel. I was thinkging alot about things last night and it occured to me that what i think i want and what i want are not even close to ( Read more... )

Leaving to go to NY in a few. Nervous i suppose. I'll be back monday soo every one better be hollering

Not much is new. Went to nova with robyn today to pick lisa up at airport, and on the way we went to ikea, and some food place. Her flight was supposed to come in at 9 but it actually came in at 1, so yea... me and robyn hung around and talked and i drew on her. Jus got back home now. umm, yea. If anyone is tryin to hang out sometime, holla. Oh and ( Read more... )

I made a new journal with poems i wrote in it. this is the link

http://www.livejournal.com/users/matthews_poems/

Enjoy

I really should take my own advise sometimes. I guess it's easier to tell people what to do to be happy then to actually do it. But here i start and it doesnt seem to be that hard. I got friends to take my mind off shit and common sense and hopeful outlooks to get me through the rest. Plus i got Bonnie Tyler-"total eclipse of the heart" on repeat. ( Read more... )

Tonight was alright for the most part. I went out to parties and stuff, saw some people, got a fone number which i prolly will never call. It was an uneventful eventful night. if that makes any sense. I got in around 2:30 cuz i wasnt in party mode anymore and then i thought maybe i'll go to that party on broad. I stood outside it for a little while ( Read more... )

scratch that

All i have to say is things are swell

So today me and pace decide to call it quits, a day before our 3 month aniversary. At first i was sad, like i always am, but tonight i met someone who is sooo i dont know. She seems to be everything i've been looking for plus things i didnt even know i value in people. We have bunches in common and i'm soo stoked about this. It's 7 am now and she ( Read more... )