10 bands I've been listening to lately ( Read more... )

The sent of winter sure brings back memories. Its kind of deppressing. Just walking around the city alone makes me think of things i used to do in the winter. The people i used to spend time with. All gone. Its been almost a year now since i first laid eyes on happiness. I miss it. I miss it soo much. Its just a faded memory in the back of my head ( Read more... )

Going home early last night so i can go to bed so i can wake up early so i can go to work at 6 so i can go right back home blows. At least i can beat the crowd at the gym.

So yesterday was my bday. It was fun. I got presents and cake and had a party where i played c-lo and made some loot and shoot poeple with my bbgun. Later on we all got into fights and bonded. Some slut showed me her tits and wanted me ot touch them, but i resisted. I stuck to my bday resolution to be drug free. I got offered beer twice and ( Read more... )

soo a weeks past since ive written in this thing. To sum everything up, i got in more fights, drank more alchohol, got more tattoos, got more peircings, got more friends, got no power in this damn city for a week, got more ho's sweatin my nuts, got a girlfriend, got a birthday coming up and i catched a slight cold. I thinks thats about it

SO last night...AMAZING. It all started off with me and beth and davie and brian and robbie going to hibbs and eating so very much. Then we hung out at my house and waited for andrea to get there so we could go on our walmart shopping spree. Then me and andrea went to the kind of like spitting show. Off hand tightest show ever. we got there early ( Read more... )

Just when i think life is kinda gay, it turns around and say to me, "Matthew.. life isnt gay, its jus confusing and everything will work out somehow, someday". I love evrything right now and am feeling so alive that i didnt want this night to end.

Times got me thinking latley. I miss it. I need it. And i dont think i'll be happy till i get it back.

Today was such a nice day. I rode my bike around for most of the day which was very relaxing. I sat at the dorms for a hot minute just people watching. I came to a point were i wish i was with a certain someone. That we could have enjoyed such a beautiful day together. Then i got back on my bike and didnt look back.

I took some pics of some of my tattoos today, i know half you never seen any soo if you wanna look go here...

http://public.fotki.com/MatthewxEric/