Things have been heating up a bit in my dating life ( Read more... )

Recently, a dear friend of mine was upset about some things and started feeling sorry for herself. She was in the kitchen getting ready to cook, thinking all these sad thoughts, and moving around in the kitchen, when the frying pan flipped up and smacked her in the forehead--right on her third eye. She said she realized how funny it was that it hit ( Read more... )

I was at work today. Well, I was returning to work from my lunch break. I walked in the door but glanced outside just in time to see Richard walking with some guy. We made eye contact. I kept a totally blank face and looked away; but inside my sympathetic nervous system kicked into high gear ( Read more... )

Well, last night I did not get to suck on Mark's cock--Dammit!!! I don't know if it wa apparent, but I really wanted to! Oh well, such is life ( Read more... )

I have been doing my residency in Massage these past few weeks. I am working six days a week and 53 hours a week. Believe me when I say that is CRAZY for the physical work that massage is! That said, I have been thinking of updating my journal and then that sweet beautiful creature named Kimmie wrote a 'poem' inquiring about things--well, how could ( Read more... )

Thanks to everyone who has inquired about me. I have been covering a co-workers shift at work. I am a massage therapist and have been working hers and mine--53hours!!!!!! Take my word for it, 53 hour over six days is waaaaaaaaaaay too much massaging for one person to do. I am exhausted both physically and mentally. I have dated a couple of times, ( Read more... )

A couple of nights ago, I decided to go online and seek out some gay dating sites. I had found plenty of gay sex hook up sites; but I was seeking Dating sites. I ended up signing up with one. I put my picture up and wrote out my ad. Then, I searched thru the site for men I was interested in and sent them notices that I was interested ( Read more... )

I talked with my good friend verna today. I filled her in on my phone call with Richard. She was amazed at the bullshit. I was amazed to start describing somethings to her that ultimately had me laughing at myself for getting involved with Richard. As I was talking with her, I told her that Richard had a great body, his face isn't all that ( Read more... )

This morning I woke with a plan. Since richard hadn't been honest with me, I needed to call him tell him that and ask if he had been honest with me about his HIV status. He called back very angry, denying he had ever been dishonest and confirming that he has no STDs. He said he had been honest with me about his feelings on our first date and that ( Read more... )

I keep thinking about work. richard and I work at the same place, although in different areas ( Read more... )