Yup, that's a fact, I'm a year older and it suxxors. I got home today from AT, spent 2 weeks as a Drill Sergeant and absolutely loved it. I went to Bristol on Saturday with my mom for the race. All in all it was a good weekend, but today I hit that slump and now I'm bummin. I know my friends care and I know they are thinking about me. But if I know ( Read more... )

Life just got a whole lot more interesting and a whole lot better. Quick update over what has happened in the past month to seriously lift my spirits ( Read more... )

Almost exactly a year since I made my last post to LJ. Christ, time flies and it still stays true. The more things change the more is stays the same. I'm not going to hype on whats going right or wrong in my life cause it really doesn't matter. Like I said, the more shit changes the more the shit stays the same.

How is it that you can be surrounded by your friends, even one of the people you know would do anything for you......and yet feel completely empty.................always alone........................

Over the past few weeks the relationship between myself and my brother has steadily declined, consequently the relationship between myself and the rest of my family has also suffered. Fits the pattern really, ever since I've come home every relationship I've been in has suffered either through my actions or the actions of others. This has led me to ( Read more... )

To so many people, I am so much. I am the big brother....the guardian....the protector....the shoulder they come to cry on.....the voice they come to for advice........the arm the come to lean on and to take comfort from.......the safety net to catch them when they fall and hand to pick them back up ( Read more... )

After being home for 3 months there have definitely been times that I wished I was back in Iraq, things were much much simpler over there. Oh well, I'm home and I'm here to stay, hopefully. When I stepped off the plane I was all for getting into a relationship and getting my life back on track. Guess what, relationship's not what I need at least ( Read more... )

6 words I've been waiting to hear for the past 6 month, amen. Thank God. So, tomorrow I'm heading to Asheville for the welcome home ceremony of the 105th MP BN and on Friday its on to EO. That's right boys and girls, the shadowy shadey Ultek himself is coming home. I'll tell you what the past week and a half have been quite interesting. So here's a ( Read more... )

Yup, it's true. I'm home and hopefully for good. I got home on Monday and from there it was up to G'ville to see my new house, that's right MY HOUSE!!!! WoOt. Then I went to dinner with Adam, Shugs, and Megs along with my parents and my brother and his girlfriend. After dinner we hung out at my brother's g/f's place and me and the rest of the Rp ( Read more... )

Yup, the big 22, whooptie fucking doo. Guess my good cheer about being a year older got shot to shit when MY FUCKING DAD FORGOT. But hey, he's under a lot of stress traveling and working all that shit. I'm only in Iraq and been gone for almost 11 months. Fuck it, I don't care. I'm going to bed