love hil duff ( Read more... )

so last night i went on a nice date with this really cool guy that i'm totally into.. and we had a good time. and he said he wanted to hang out again-- today. and then he didn't call me ( Read more... )

weirdest thing, whenever i break up or things don't work out with a guy, i always go back to missing this one particular guy i used to be with. i don't even miss tray. i miss this kid that i haven't seen since july ( Read more... )

huge messy break up! i put tray in his fucking place! ha. i hit him twice and that kind of scares me. he says i should take up boxing. that's making light of the fight, though. i think i had a lot of built up anger and i kind of blew up, but it was very necessary and it made it final (finally). i'm pretty sure he wants to punch me in the face too ( Read more... )

i need to get my shit back together,
i'm falling apart.

i know i can get through this, though.
it's going to be a lot of work.

so last night tray and i went to this pre-screening of kung fu panda, which doesn't come out til the summer.. so it was pretty cool, a lot of people and stuff. at the paris. so the guy in charge of everything was speaking to the crowd and talking about shrek and he's like "i wish shrek was here now." and all of a sudden mike myers comes on stage. i ( Read more... )

make up sex is the best. just had to get that off my chest ( Read more... )

i can't live in this house anymore.
tray and i are getting all our ducks in a line.
big shit poppin.

i'm going to san francisco on the 28th for five days..
then caitlin comes march 15th for a week!
i'm glad things are sorting out.

i've never been so sad on valentine's day, and it was the first year i actually had a valentine.

things are definitely improving... a lot.
i'm finally happy with what's going on in life.
some people make me laugh and some sicken me.
caitlin comes to visit me in a month!! i can't wait!
i want to go to disneyland so badly.
and go swimmin. it's hot out!

i still need a job. and a car. but i'm getting all my ducks in a line!