you are definitely not dumb and you are definitely strong enough to make the change. you are better than that, mattie, and i believe wholeheartedly in you and your capabilities. you don't need him, nor anybody else for that matter; all you need are yourself, your family, and your friends. i know you can stay committed to not being committed, even in an apparently difficult time for you such as this. ultimately, it's your decision and you know that, just as it always has been and always will be, but you know, possibly even moreso than i do, that he doesn't deserve you. he never has and he never will.
and i had better see you some time this week. i haven't hung out with anybody in over two weeks and i haven't seen you for even longer.
i agree with colin. while your cleansing your new bod, clean your network too! even though you don't feel like being alone..tray's gotta be a level below being alone, and you know that matt. and get the fuck out of that routine. it's messing up your life! you should have happy fridays..and even if it's not exciting. i love you mattieesss. be happy! i'm so glad you like the book!
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um lets become frineds so that we can go out and meet new men!
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and i had better see you some time this week. i haven't hung out with anybody in over two weeks and i haven't seen you for even longer.
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even though you don't feel like being alone..tray's gotta be a level below being alone, and you know that matt.
and get the fuck out of that routine. it's messing up your life! you should have happy fridays..and even if it's not exciting.
i love you mattieesss. be happy! i'm so glad you like the book!
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