and so i remain at a constant halt.

[mattieiswayrad]

i tell myself, "you can do it; you can do this. just breathe and say it; just say something," but, like clockwork and without fail, i ALWAYS choke up and turn to try and pass by unnoticed no matter the circumstances or opportunities given to me.
this will not get easier until i do something about it.

Comments

[mattie_love]

pussy.

[mattieiswayrad]

"yeah, that's my life in a nutshell."

[psuemi]

yeah..seeing school is almost over.

[mattieiswayrad]

i know, and that makes it 100-times better.
NOT.

[wetfrombiirth]

I love you.
I love you so much.