i feel like i need counselling
no not counselling persay
more like just advice. from a friend. or someone

im like in the dark holding my hand up above my head
hoping someone will grab it and pull me up

wow i am real surprised i got any replies at all 
i feel like a total d bag

i wish i could have no feelings and be all badass and shit

you guys who replied are cool.  i will keep you in mind hopefully i'll feel better soon.  thanks all for support wish me luck down this path

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lakdsjflkdsajf i am an idiot
my phone no longer works for some reason 
i bet i wont be able to get a replacement either
accidentally rear ended bobby.... fucked up my cars hood var bad.
i am just a dummy
not even an 18 dummy either.
just regular old fool

i got my first paycheck

cool

sweet  i got a job finally
dairy queen 
nice

friday
the homies rollin
devin the dude, blegit
420fest 
shit son

indeed

i am so stupid
lately i have been trying to be less of a worthless piece of shit
i've been exercising and lifting weights
talking to people i wouldnt normally talk to
being nicer to people
smoking less
walking my dog

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