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so,
hello again.
its been a while... a whole year to be exact since i last posted.
lots of things have happened
some good
most bad
with a few really awesome things thrown in for good measure.
my status?
oh, im here
kicking, but not high
alive, but not really well.
i need more good things in my life
i am lost
i cannot find my way.
stay metal
matt -
long time no post...
so ive been reading a shit-ton. All kinds of subjects and authors. I picked up Nikki Sixx's autobiography The Heroin Diaries. It is a collection of journals he wrote from the start of Motley Crue detailing his descent into heroin and cocain addiction. And I realize how easily that could happen to me. I am usually in a state of semi-depression ( Read more... ) -
new job
so i got a job on the railroad as a conductor. yay for me.
so far its been all kinds of school and no trains, which is odd.
but the hotels ive stayed in are pretty flash.
this is matt
stay metal -
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god i love mandatory overtime. -
to all who read this
happy new year.
good luck in 07
this is matt, staying metal since 1978
signing off -
stolen from Chauncy
Music Lyric Meme Game ( Read more... ) -
hello, im matt
People seem to like me because I am polite and I am rarely late. I like to eat ice cream and I really enjoy a nice pair of slacks. Years later, a doctor will tell me that I have an I.Q. of 48 and am what some people call mentally retarded -
this is my feelings now... yes i know its a song
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all the sudden, ive found myself wanting very badly to move away from this drama filled K-hole that is home. 3 weeks after losing a big chunk of my heart over someone who obviously didnt care very much to begin with i find that im the topic of several discussions among a sordid group of coniving bit.. friends. as if the pain of having ones heart ( Read more... ) -
time has a way of sneaking up and changing you
and seldom is it a good thing right away. im slipping on the edge of nothing and im not sure that i want to get out.