i'm sick of this. this cough. this empty wallet. this empty bed.

fuck this.

great.

you know, i have a lot to be happy about.

but i'm really not at all.

that scent. you can't get it out of your nose. you wake up and it's there. you go to sleep and it's there. inescapably there, haunting your every breathe. you all know that smell; it's everywhere, and everyone has it. the smell of lonely nights spent yearning. the smell of dreams that faded and fell apart long after you let them. the smell ( Read more... )

to combat laziness tomorrow i am staying up all night tonight.

great idea, dumbass.

so far 2006 has not sucked one bit. i dig that.

it's far from perfect, but damn it, i'll take it so far.

well, it's a new year. yippee. i guess i need to do the year in review type thing... sure, why not ( Read more... )

2005 dropped me from a plane into a freefall.

hopefully 2006 will find me hitting the ground running.

i hate.

i love.

what's the difference?

lately i have enjoyed living my life in daydreams way more than my actual life.

the lonely people are getting lonlier.