every year on my birthday i think the same thing: "this year will be better ( Read more... )

so tonight at midnight i turn 24.

usually i go into my birthday thinking about how this is going to be "my" year.

this year i'm just hoping 24 doesn't suck as much as 23.

hooray for being jaded.

you know, it's pretty hard to have a crush on someone when you never get to see them.

damn it. maybe i need to get out more? or maybe someone else does...

crotch.

since i have been done with school i have been at work.

i'm tired. it'd be nice to get away for like a year.

ho-hum.

goddamnit.

am i really a mean person?

have i really become that jaded?

i am a good person. i really am.

i just love it when $210 just disappears because of my fucking bank.

i am so fucking pissed right now.