oooo yeah i love you gabi. don't stress out about omaha, this will all be cake someday!
i love you more than anything.

bye for a long time LJ!

looking back its really funny. the mindset you where in, how much you didn't want to write in this stupid journal, how much you might be able to learn from it later since you are drunk every second of your life. i battle addictions just like everyone else, but there is no reason to feel sorry for yourself........do something about it!

bye

the patch is really really funny! It felt like last night was one big dream . it was me walking around lincoln and the only way i could communicate with people was by singing "i am your stereo" it was funny and kinda fun.

hang in there team!

put on my first patch

did battle with sprint and won!

and its only 1 30 i wonder what else sweet is gonna happen today!

i have a phone again for the time being...but if this is the phone i'm stuck with i'm going to eat sprint's children. seriousely fuck that!

so leave your name and numbers cuz i'm a douche and i lost them all!

thanks
matty

today got waaaayyy better! ramen surprise cookoff with eric was fun times and than i practed through about 80% of our songs and i'm starting to feel way more confident.

bed mothafuckin time!

yesterday not so bad...i got to work until i passed out. today...its only 5 30 and i'm fucking antsy as all hell. i need something to do, drums will be a good start...but if anyone wants to do something fun try and get ahold of me through aim or just stop by or something.

well its day two of sobriety. i figure i might as well start documenting this whole journey. fuck i need to keep myself occupied somehow. last night was interesting, with the whole pirate party at my house the day i go sober. but i ended up laying down a drum track for desi. and it was in a church which was kinda strange but really cool. the ( Read more... )

being sober won't be quite so bad now!

for the month of june edubs will now be WiiDubs!

:)

this has a really funny ironic side to it...

i usually hate the light when i'm super fucking hung over but damn, it has the brightest, prettiest light when its cloudy and you are driving home at 7:30 in the morning!