Just when i felt like i was in control a case of insanity has to hit like a ton of bricks... im sure i'll need to talk to someone about this, i just have to do a lot of stuff tonight before hand.

i hope that the decision i make is in His best interest. i'm not sure where this strength is coming from, but it's definitely needed.

i have come to the realization that I have nothing to complain about in my life. in retrospect to the world, i am a king. in the world of people who have a lot to overcome, yet seem to make it all work i have the life most would love to lead ( Read more... )

itunes makes me laugh. somehow i can go from a heavy band like mychildren mybride to jay z to death cab to sean kingston ( Read more... )

I have a feeling that the decision i've made will not go over smoothly, but this is the first time that i am standing up for myself and doing what i know is best for me. i've come to grips that el paso is not the place for me and i have the ability to get out while i can thus postponing my trip to california. i need to get my apartment taken care ( Read more... )

i am utterly confused at how people tend to handle things.

i guess i could go into detail on this, but it's futile at this point.

there are times when you have to look in the mirror and ask yourself if you are proud of who you are and what you've become. at times i wish i could agree with the negative connotations as of late, but it seems as though everything has led up to certain events that are bound to take place. when i've finally figured out that life is no longer in my ( Read more... )

doormats and entryways ( Read more... )

i'd search the deepest oceans ( Read more... )

there are times that i doubt my ability at things. I know i'm not the best in the things that i do, but most times i don't apply myself enough to perform at my level that i strive for ( Read more... )