lately i feel like i am not accomplishing much that i would like to...  it's sort of a disheartening feeling.

i hope that the future adventures will prove to be fruitful and not a waste of time.

bleh.
i dont like this feeling.
it's such a let down.

ugh.

there are times that i wish i knew what honestly would have happened if the past was different.and i'm talking in so many different aspects. sure a few weigh heavy on my mind, but i can't quite imagine what i would find. there are times that i question what was done in my best interest, and at the time it seemed logical, but there are other times ( Read more... )

when did everything become so harsh at such a young age. i'm not talking about divorce either. i'm talking about whoaaaaa problems. there are kids in junior high that are getting forced into a sexual situation and then made fun of for not acting on it. i'm not sure how this is even possible. it is appalling to me really. i wish that there was a ( Read more... )

the leaves fall to the ground signifying change. such a strange place to be; amidst the deepest earth tones and the monotone breeze sweeping away the leaves at your feet. calling out to the branches, begging for a second chance at life for another day. they are not ready to fade away. the winter months are too strenuous for these simple twigs and ( Read more... )

i come to you oh Lord my rock ( Read more... )

i do not feel well at all.

it's really a bummer.
a sweet cough and a runny nose.
my body is hot...

bleh.

you should probably go download the polaris at noon stuff.

myspace.com/polarisatnoon

it's free on absloutepunk.com

or it's on iTunes.

please go, i think you will enjoy it.

things are a massive cluster right now.

but they will clear up in time.

i just need to take things slow and steady.

sunburns are killer.

sometimes i surprise myself with things i can come up with.

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