im finding it harder and harder to believe in a lot of the things i used to believe in.

i dont know exactly what those things are, but i can feel some aspects of my life slipping away.

and i feel utterly helpless in the process.

i dont think i'll ever understand.

it's true...

no one really uses livejournal anymore.

i still will.

hah.

there are things in life that i would love to accomplish and i think with some effort i will be able to achieve them, but some of them seem to be a stretch as my ambition to do many things is out the window ( Read more... )

it's a lie ( Read more... )

d.c. sleeps ( Read more... )

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you run away at the worst of times ( Read more... )

i was proposed to spend some time in california between april 3rd and 15th.

i need to figure out what is going on out here during that time, but i might have to do it.

a proposition that could change my life.

oh snap.