my brain is scattered.
there is a lot going on in my head that doesn't need to be there.
it's kind of a wasted effort to think about.
it only makes me mad as opposed to being anything productive.
it's starting to weigh me down and I'm going to get it out.

i hope you all are doing well.

much love.

-matt

there are times that i am completely impressed by the convoluted idea of what love is.  granted love is different to everyone so there is probably just a differing concept than the one that i have.  I didn;t know that someone constatnly leaving you and waiting around for them is what constituted as a a perfect relationship and the best concept of ( Read more... )

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i'm thinking a lot lately and it's only going to get me in trouble. i'm already not able to sleep. i miss the simple times. high school just seemed so easy when you look back on it. there were so many good times from then that i wish i could relive. i'm falling into this state that i can't comprehend and it's something that i can't express any ( Read more... )

i'm learning to find peace in the most simple of things
lately the stars are all i need.

i have been looking at them a lot tonight.
they've really calmed my nerves...

i hope all is well with everyone else...
im going to try to sleep to stop being sick.

much love.

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yay!

i have internet.

but i'd get owned in fee's and price... and the other people in my apartment complex are inept and will not allow me to help them pay for their internet so that i can connect to their internet.

i'd update more if i had internet...

outside of that... this weekend looks like it could prove to be interesting...