hello.
the current state of affairs is as follows....

Work: 
Coldstone has decided to take it upon themselves to royally screw me over. Cutting my hours to next to nothing because I "don't do my job correctly", but when there is a statement regarding what i am doing wrong, it's always "i'll come in the next time you are working"... well im not working ( Read more... )

may i pose a question to you? well... another one because i just did for all of you extremely literal/sarcastic people like myself out there ( Read more... )

here i sit in a room where im crowded and everyone is talking louder. i'm left to contemplate my own actions and tear apart my reflection as i sit here alone. my coffee cup is depleting and my eyes are sinking. working on less than 2 hours of solid sleep in a bed and two, two hour naps on planes doesn't make it a place that you'd want to be or a ( Read more... )

oh life how do i envy thee. the constant ups and downs and twisting that you bring is enough to make the faint at heart wish for an untimely end, but not me. I am taking this minute set back from what seemed like the only hope of finding someone to be with in this society that seems to be the exact opposite of who i am, and learning and growing yet ( Read more... )

i had to make some changes with something that i thought had the potential to be incredibly positive ( Read more... )

living on my own.
is amazing so far.

i doubt that will change either.

well... i'm in.

i moved some stuff in this morning.
ryan is taking care of some stuff right now since i'm at work.

i will take pictures and put them up...
i have an internet connection but the internet refuses to open... anyone with ideas on how to fix that... would be amazing for said purpose among the other reasons that you are amazing.

if not i can ( Read more... )

i move into my apartment tomorrow.

im pretty excited.
the other amazing thing about it, is that I get to enjoy it all next week because i do not have school and i do not work until friday.

oh man.

this will be amazing.

i am unofficially officially russian... well... czech republic... or something in the former U.S.S.R.

and you like it.

if this is what broken and bruised feels like... then im pretty sure i've hit rock bottom well... obviously this is over dramatic, but when you think that you have found something in someone that seems to make a whole lot of sense for where you are in life things are fairly nice feeling. then there is always the quick fall, at least in my workings ( Read more... )