i havent felt this feeling of distress/commotion in awhile.

my brain felt like it melted out of my head earlier.
my functioning is weak at best.
creativity is gone.

my brain capacity is lame.
i just hope tonight pulls me out of this funk.

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EFFFFFFFFF
YOUUUUUU
SEEEEEEEE
KAYYYYYYYYY

way to go matt.
being an idiot.

i love to dance.

it's a scientific fact.

i love southern california with almost all that i can give to it, and it pains me to see it burning alive. to hear that it was started by arson, or a few of the fires, hurts even more. life is such a mystery. everyone longs to be in southern california for some reason or another. be it to be famous, or to enjoy it's seemingly consistent weather ( Read more... )

im sitting here in the utep library... finishing up a statistics project.
it's lame.
im really tired.
but it's probably more of a fact that i don't want to be here/do this.

gah... oh well.

hopefully everyone else is doing well.

im recording some acoustic stuff today.

some will be travis and i.
some will be solo.

should be fun, yes?
i hope so.

my life isn't in shambles, but i'd be damned if i didn't say i wasn't bummed out. I love how most of the positive things in my life are in california and any opportunity that I could have at being successful in most facets of my life are there as well. Yes, I do enjoy my time here in El Paso. I love the friends I've made as they have helped me stay ( Read more... )