just figured i keep you all posted on what my friends think
jesustheripper6: other than that im fat and ugly
x t b s freak22: y
x t b s freak22: dun sey that
jesustheripper6: is it not true ?
x t b s freak22: well thatz not that matterz

today. was. shit. i hate this life so much. i wanna be gone to a place where nobody is better that each other. nobody likes or dislikes me because of money, clothes, hair style, or any other dix hillian bull shit. i think we should all go and listen to moby. he is god when it come to music, right next to ludwig van. thsi music makes me upbeat but ( Read more... )

i was just thinking what would happen in our school in someone got as mad at life and those two kids in coulmbine and a simaliar chain of events happened, would i die because i was mean? then i tought would i care if i did. would i become the most loved kid in school. would every girl want to date me but its too late. would i have 900 best friends ( Read more... )

i just got this from a friend i love it. its deadicated. see if you know who.
here are always two choices, two paths to take. One is easy. And its only reward is that it's easy. The quickest way to receive love is to give love ( Read more... )

it seems my life has a way of making itself shitty all of a sudden. my life is full of disappointment and the such. tonight i chill with the jew and my brother. yay. i really need to start smoking again. were watching mtv's most qorst video's but im not instrested. im talking to mr.johnston about my shit day and such. he rules im i had my choice of ( Read more... )

today was a basic day school sucked, i got in trouble, went to tech and got blow off again because i dont smoke anymore. is it really worth it, not to smoke i mean, it seems ive lost more "friends" this way. i know there not true "friends" but there the people who gave me the illusion they cared.it seems everyone hates me, my parents, my friends, ( Read more... )

and the fact that we are able to mend our wounds makes me happy to be here, sometimes you'll just keep bleeding, but its the time that a scab forms over the heal that makes life worth living.-stolen for a smart and great person she knows who she is ( Read more... )

i cut tech again. it seems now that i dont smoke i go to less school. thats weird. im really bored and sad once again. i wont go into details but it blew. fun times so leave a comment if you so choose. thanks
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mattc

damn it i missed the bus. its 6:55 and im stuck at home with no where to go. my dad is gonna freak. not good . just wanted to let everyone know cause everyone reads my journal?
later

today was decent. normal day nothing instresting except for what alex said at carvel. why would she think i hate her and val? does anyone know? mabey she will read this like she reads the other entries and tell me. or she might not. but i dont hate you alex and val. in fact i love val as a sister almost and alex well we all know how i love you.even ( Read more... )