its been a while so ill start with thursday cause val just remined me. so... on thurs me mini val phil and christie went to the beach\park. it was great the boysocut made a fire and it burst into flames!!( hehe val) and then it rained so we put the whole fire in a barrell and moved it. it was better than before YAY. so we made food and ate. it was ( Read more... )

and just like that my day is RUINED. alex called and wanted to chill. i really wanted to chill with her and val cause i really dont hang with them much. so i ask my dad and we fight, what elese is new. then hes says fine be back at 1 asshole. i say ok and i go to get ready. im walking out the door and hes like i want the name and number where you' ( Read more... )

today was ok. i really havent been home in this week at all so sorry for the lack of posts. i need help everyone. should i go to jersy this week till sat morning?? i just dont know ( Read more... )

much love to k8 for this one. is so tru

"They say the best years of your life are high school" either someones lying or im FUCKED. today is ok. it seems alex has read my journal and found out i liked her. then came the easy let down AGAIN. again . my life story is defined as such. why o why is my life followed by this cloud of sadness and pain. it follows me everywhere no matter where i ( Read more... )

this night made me relize things. first i loved alex which is great except for the fact im a fat ugly shy peice of shit. and she didnt get the clues and qound up embraced by goon. FUCKIN goon. this brought me to my second revlation girls hate fat ugly shy peices of shit. so starting today i starve. i dont care if it kills me and i dont care who ( Read more... )

well today was another day in the life of a humdrum. i hate it. its always the same and when i try to do something tyo spice it up i get suspended or grounded or both. bah life is so bad right now i wanna go to sleep and wake up in like 5 years when everyone has forgotten about me and i can start over. this life i have now is free for anyone who ( Read more... )

I really feel like updating with something substantial, something that I'll get like a million comments for, but I've really got nothing to say.-stole from ryan and such.

richard fuck cheese. bam. that all i got t say about that. so im here with nate reflecting on the day and im kinda happy. except the nichole thing, i hate the dike, and i hate school in general. im talkin to justine which is the highlight of my days now. shes a great person but she keeps horrible company except for me and ben. when will our stupid ( Read more... )

today was SHIT fuck it. y complain to people who's worst day is losting there damn cell phones.fuck you all. i need a vacation. mabey this vacation ill go to ohio. i wanna go so bad. fuck all these fuckers on li. unless you not a whiny fucking brat leave me alone. i dont need more damn baggage. just fuckin stop. i need someone. this is my need and ( Read more... )