eat shit and die
for real

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Today my father officially lost his job. Lockheed Martin hired a new group of people at 50% pay to do my father's department's work. I'm glad to see his 20 year tenur was well revered.

so i would like to say i guess everyone knows, but more likely no one knows, i've been working doing concept visuals for architectural companies for almost a year now. I work for a company called cad render in wilmington delaware. sounds alright. sometimes it is. mostly it is not. The hours are ridiculous, the pay is subpar and the commute, ( Read more... )

The doctors didn't tell you that you were dying. They just collected their money and sent you on your way. But you knew all along, went on pretending nothing was wrong. You said I will keep my focus, till the end. And in the journal you kept by the side of your bed, you wrote nightly in aspiration of developing as an author; confessing childhood ( Read more... )

So I'm nearing the date that will mark me being alone for 3 years now, the majority of the time since I left high school. College did not lend to many romantic encounters. Post-college led to less, actually that's inaccurate. It's led to none. I'd have to say 80% of the time I've been alright with my 'new found' solidarity, but it's starting to ( Read more... )

a friend of mine was talking to some people we knew in high school. apparently the general idea is that I've since moved to California to live my new gay life style with my boyfriend ( Read more... )

my myspace page got deleted so i guess i'm no longer on there. oh well, bye tom.

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tonight was a surprise. any way you slice it it was reminisant of christmas 2001 all the way. wow. i don't think i'll be getting to sleep.

i don't know what's going through your head, but you're doing a great job of destroying yourself. Fine, you want a drink every none and then, you want to drink socially, alright. I never cared. But you become a lush? fuck you. OK you need the meds for the migraines, you're in pain after the car accident, but you're going to abuse them? You're going ( Read more... )