"the end of the thought ( Read more... )

"your sacard blood spilled on the floor
i mop it up and cry no more"
-think

so its great valentines day and for once im alone. this has been a really long time since i have not had someone to share it with. which i guess i can sit back and enjoy my alone time...i think that after the long ass weekend that i have had i deserve a nice little break from everyone. its rainy and im tired from the lack of sleep that i enjoyed ( Read more... )

so last night looks like im going to be sitting at my house all alone because one roomie has work , one's going to see "GWAR" and the other is going to the "AnTi-GWAR" show. so i'm like "yes" sleep and quiet time for me, well five minutes after i text libbey that im doing nothing tonight, one of my boys from back home calls and says he's on his way ( Read more... )

sick sick sick yet again, waiting for Jesus to knock on my door and say "We out", but it hasnt happen yet....i did say yet, so this may be the last time i write....or ill be back later.

ok, so i havent put anything on here in a while. im just sitting back and enjoy whatever i can for now, because really how long does anything last? well i guess im doing alright, ok well at the moment im alright. i living in a better place with better people. i actually know and enjoy all my roommates. this is a very good thing, it gets some of ( Read more... )

still i wait, i wait for her to take me back, i wait for the person that i dont want to want, to want me again. i miss her face, the way she felt before i went to be and then again in the morning. these things i dont want to want, i wish that i could just go away from everything that she has seen, touched, drove by, heard of, i want to just go and ( Read more... )

follow me to the end and i will show you the sun, the bright eyes that hold back from tears when they think of missing me, when i have to go on and be just a thought, a memory that will someday be no more, generations will pass and i will be forgotten, no one here, no one that remembers me. her eyes, her tears, her pain, her lost, that is what ( Read more... )

at night i think, i think about the person i shouldnt, the person that does me no good. when i lay on my bed and look at my empty walls i only see one face, her face. the eyes i cant look into anymore, the mouth i cant kiss ever again, the voice from that mouth that i will never hear and enjoy the sound of. the hours fade away until it becomes ( Read more... )

look i wrote something new for you to read over and over again. enjoy for now or until i get more time to talk about my oh so depressing life.......hummmm or not. im in class acting like i have stuff ready to turn in next time when in fact i havent done a damn thing...hehe