alright, so by me not emailing you back or getting in touch with you, before now is all my fault? i have been out of town doing work so im sorry i couldnt fit a oh so great conversation with you in. and second, how the hell am i suppose to even know how to get a hold of you? your aparently not staying at your moms, you seem to have moved rather ( Read more... )

so last night i kinda got to worse place that i have been in a really long time, i mean the worse. i even went as far as writing the letter. all of you know what letter im talking about, but i started to think about all these weird things. like this isnt the way i want to be remembered, i dont want my roomie to have to take me to the hospital ( Read more... )

i guess when i sit back and really think about things that are going on right now, i guess i dont understand anything. one moment we seem fine and it really cant be any better, then bam you snap, i dont understand and we dont get anywhere. i wish, i wish that we could just talk about things, no matter how much i may not like all, i will listen ( Read more... )

this is girl is my Chloe, she is the girl that i started out wanting, knowing, and wishing i was with. then she became one of my closes friends. she is who i would be with, want to be with, and cant stand to be without. when i think of this girl, she makes everything alright. when i see this girl, it all seems to be ok, even when im at the ( Read more... )

alright, so there is this "new" girl that lives above me. now for some odd reason i started talking to her the other day and i guess she could be alright. she is a tad bit clingy and wants to see me alot. at the same time she is "talking" to about three other guys and that doesnt bother me because im not looking for anything personal. i have ( Read more... )

ok so yesterday was looking to be an alright day until....low and behold my favorite person decided to give me a call and tell me the things that i did wrong, all over again. now im use to this fact, that i must be the fuck up in everything, because she makes it out to seem that way. well one of the worse parts of this fact is, at the time she ( Read more... )

when i got up today i thought that i should stay in bed, so of course i didn't, i moved to the couch. i missed my first class and decided that maybe i should go to my next one. well that was a bright idea until my phone decided it wanted to get blown up by the person oh so close to my heart. think about it for a min, if i dont answer my phone ( Read more... )

what in the world was this guy thinking when he decided to get out of bed and make his way to the god awful place called school? i guess i must have thought "you know, it cant be that bad can it?" well the answer is, yes it could be. the sign that today was'nt going to go the way that our super hero thought it was, was when he reached the top of ( Read more... )

we dated for a long time, you were my first everything, love, sex, etc. but to you that seemed to mean a lot, until it just wasn't enough that i did everything i could for you. well now after it took you 4 and a half years to see you didn't want me, then another six months to finally admit that you were a whore and didn't want me at all. you have ( Read more... )

today i am sitting in this stupid ass class, listening to this sleepy teacher as he try's to explain these over easy projects. if i had a choice id be back in bed sleeping and not here........sleeping. yesterday i went to one of my classess and managed to do almost nothing. i have come to the conclusion that i must be a master at bullshit. ( Read more... )