dearest keyboard, you are no pillow to me, you sturdy, sturdy friend, oh you ( Read more... )

maybe i will get drunk at my sister's (s) 30th birthday, be a slut, eat too much, chug orange juice at 5:30 am, and shiver to death because its too cold in my stomach, good to know you, my friend, are not worth shit. operation you can fuck off for the remainder of my life can start now. and with in 10 minutes 4 different people offered me a ride ( Read more... )

( my face is falling apart, but my vanity still stands strong )

and i am waiting for secret indentations and curves to become more of what i thought i was, so memorize me now, because i am on the verge of pretending to let go. seems like these blankets were so sacred at some point but they are everywhere and i want to know what color her. HIS hair is. what the fuck is this? my feet are cold, because they are ( Read more... )

oh honey i've gone away...

Well tonight was just a whole bunch of good. Shannon, Jocelyn, and Steph came to pick me up. We went to a show in Douglas. At first I got there and was like "oh wow, all these people are pretty gay." But, meh, We went to go get Meggi because I am obsessed with her, I got tipsy. Back to the show. Danced like crazy (apparently entertained my friends ( Read more... )

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all these songs are swerving around my head and tangling my hair... and my insides... in a good way.

i too, am at ease with myself for the first time... probably ever. lucky.

so. i have been completely and utterly enlightened as a person. it's amazing. last night was good. shannon, tiff, wizzo, DAN, jocelyn, and emily came over. i like it most when everyone around me is laughing. really laughing. at 2 am, jocelyn and i went to go get dan popcicles, it was so beautiful when we walked out of my house. so wintery in that " ( Read more... )

i have a lot of make up on right now, any reason? no. didn't even leave the house today, my face will probably begin to burn soon. "you like clowns ( Read more... )