i went back to work today. it was the worst feeling EVER. all day yesterday i was just sad. im not ready to be away from jack all day. all day long i just thought about how much i missed him and thought about what he was doing. i just had the terrible feeling in my stomach, the one when you REALLY miss someone. im so glad i can go visit him on my ( Read more... )

im pretty sure my hormones are still all crazy. ryan just left for philly and i started bawling my eyes out after they got in the car and drove away. as dorky as it sounds its only like the third time ive ever spent a night without him since we've been together. i miss him when hes not here. i sound really pathetic ( Read more... )

my little guy is eight days old now. i dont think i could ever get sick of staring at his beautiful little face. he is really the most amazing thing in the world to me! hes such a good boy too!! he barely cries and when he does its because he needs a diaper or he's hungry. he only gets up twice during the night for about 10-15 mins. he sleeps a lot ( Read more... )

Jack is FINALLY here and he is absolutely amazing! we went in thursday to be induced. I started having contractions in the late afternoon and by 7 or so at night i went into labor. my labor would not progress past me being five centimeters dialated so they gave me an epidural around 4:30am, broke my water and gave me meds to speed up the ( Read more... )

it's 6am. i think i got about an hour and a half of sleep last night. im trying to eat a little bit of fruit before i jump in the shower. at 7:30am i will be at the hospital to have the baby!! i can't believe the day is finally here!!! im so incredibly nervous/excited/scared! even though ive been told by many people what to expect i really have no ( Read more... )

i had my nonstress test this morning. the baby is doing just fine! he just doesnt want to come out yet. i go in thursday at 7:30am to be induced. the doctor told me since it's my first baby it could still be another 12-14 hours before he comes once im there so i should be ready for LONG day. im so excited that he is FINALLY going to be here ( Read more... )

ive been out on maternity leave for two weeks now and still no baby!! jack jack is going to be late for everything just like his parents. i go in monday for the non stress test to make sure he's doing alright and if he doesnt come before thursday i will go in to be induced. im getting a little anxious, i wish he'd just come on his own!!! i want to ( Read more... )

today was my first day of maternity leave. i'm loving it. mr.jack will be here any day now and we are just absolutely thrilled!! we are going to pick up his crib tomorrow. i'd also like to find a toy box that will match the antique white color of his crib and changing table. we've decided to put the big rocker downstairs in the living room so i ( Read more... )

i am less than a month away from my due date! my doctor said i could go at anytime since hes about a week older than they originally thought. this is so exciting!!! i cant wait to hold my little boy. my belly is gigantic now and my back hurts all the time so im getting really excited for him to be here. hehe.

we're all moved into our house!!!! thank god we got to move in before the baby is here! we had the carpets shampooed. they look better. id really like to rip it up in the dining room because i think having carpet is a dining room is kind of dumb. other than that id like to put carpet down in our bedroom since the floor looks kinda of gross in there ( Read more... )