ive pretty much been unable to communicate to the outside world. my phone has been off and we dont have internet. not to mention ive been babysitting a lot and working extra hours. i hate it. i just read cheryl's journal...it makes me sad. i miss her so fucking much. i worry about her. im at a little bit of a rut in life right now. im just stressed ( Read more... )

im at the library. they sign you up for a computer and you go in and use it. i came in and some kid was on mine. so i went out to tell the lady someone was using my computer. she comes in and apparently it was the lady on the next computer over's kid and she got all pissy and yelled at me about how i got her in "trouble". she totally bitched me out ( Read more... )

im a little stressed out lately. it seems my grandma and my aunt like to talk shit about me behind my back. its been happening for as long as i can remember but now its just getting flat out mean and hurtful. i love that they ASSUME im a fucking terrible person but rather than ask me they just talk like a couple of fucking hens. i dont know it just ( Read more... )

things are going well as far as im concerned. joe and i are working things out. im trying to just go with it and not look too deep into things. things arent 100% but they're getting there. im moving the rest of what i can fit in my car into the house today. i still need someone with a truck to move my dresser and bookshelf and im all set. im going ( Read more... )

my life has completely changed in the past week. i moved. joe and i broke up. ive made new friends. just so weird. i dont know where id be if it werent for cheryl. seriously i love that girl. ive never needed someone like i need her. she is the best friend anyone could ever have.

im moving!! yay!! i found a place to live. oh i think im deleting this, i dont use it. im gonna think about it for a day or two.

i need a roomate desperately or i have to move to tennessee. i dont want to have to do that. someone please help me out.

im so excited, hangouts with two of my favorite people!!!! rach is going to cut my hair tomorrow too!!! yay! i slept at joe's last night. he was very nice and snuggly. i love it! im getting sick of the hot weather. i love warm weather, but its TOO hot!!! gram saved my life and bought me an air conditioner. ill be able to sleep during the day after ( Read more... )

i dont like anyone. at all. im going to bed.

selfish and mean.

im done posting today.