Not the song....But I'm out for Summer now. Not taking the classes because it's the same price for less classes....forget that ( Read more... )

Well, I'm angry right now...even though he decided to break my heart and make the last few years of dedication he still thinks it is ok to try and call me and talk to me online still. Anyways I've told most of my friends about our break up and the common reaction was, "OMG WHY!" I tell them the reasons he told me why and that he isn't in love with ( Read more... )

I spoke too soon...TJ left me...He said he wasn't in love with me anymore, wanted me to be 'free', and couldn't handle dating anyone with his current situation...I want to be understanding and responsible and wait patiently for him to change his mind and come back to me...but I can't stop crying!

    Hm..well, it's been a while since I've updated this...haven't really missed it since only RJ would read it. ^_^ Aside from that I'm doing fine: Me and TJ are still in love and together as mates, going on our third year still, I'm going to college, hopefully, this fall, and...I'm still alive I guess, thats always nice.
    Aside from that, I've ( Read more... )

    I'm having a lot of issues lately. Me and my mate are having a rough  patch in our relationship and still haven't time to talk about it. I've also been very very very very very lonely lately...I've been crying just because I want a freaking hug from anyone ( Read more... )

    Haha, remember me? I don't ( Read more... )

    *Sigh*. Last night I was supposed to call TJ and I even told him that I promised I would at 9 o'clock on sunday....And within an hour of that promise I lost my phone, smart thing to do on my behalf.....I've been beating myself up over it all day thinking What If there was something important he had to tell me....what if he got hurt that day.... ( Read more... )

    Monday was TJ and mine first year anniversary. I'm so happy that we've made it this far despite the distance between. Though one year is a while to bet together I hope for many upon many more years come for us both to bet together. I want to be with you for the rest of my life and beyond that TJ. I love you so much it is unbearable to imagine ( Read more... )

    Well, I'm feeling....better I guess I could say but not in relation to what. My thoughts of resignation from life have passed me and I have started to respond to people at school in more than one word if they ask me something....I think that is good though I hate most of the people I have to deal with most every day...
    TJ, I am so very sorry ( Read more... )

    ....Hey. It's been a while, I know. I have no excuse why I shouldn't have been writing more often here and for that I am eternally sorry.
    Nothing is new, everything is still the same...I think. I still have no life at all and just come home every day from the monotinous routine at school and sit down right here on this damn pillow and spend ( Read more... )