I don't  know what to think ( Read more... )

So everything gets sick at the same time.  As in me and my computer.  As in I had a fever last night (101.5), was normal today (98), was sub normal today (96), and normal again by the time i got my butt into urgent care tonight (since columbia only has one walk in clinic and it closes by 5 pm (wtf?!)).  meanwhile i've been having bad headaches, but ( Read more... )

People usually assume I'm cynical or a pessimist.  In reality I may be cynical, but at heart I'm an optimist.  People ask why I loved Levi and why I never could move on even though he didn't treat me well.  I remember all the good of the relationship, whereas he remembers all of the bad.  It's interesting to look back on the past.  I was going ( Read more... )

Having been in Disney World (Orlando, FL) all of last week I noticed several things.  My mom pointed out early in the trip that all the people with kids had 3 children, unlike the Boomers who all tended to have 2.  That was a strange phenomenon about Gen X that we noticed all week.  Anyone with kids from babies through oh, let's say 8 years old had ( Read more... )

I don't post anymore.  Not because I don't want to post.  I don't post because I don't know who reads.  And I don't know who even cares to read.  And because I'm tired of everything ( Read more... )

I just threw away a heaping stack of papers and notes that represent the little remaining evidence of my college years.  In this last pile of notes that just got thrown out? Communications Law, Human Sexuality, several psych classes (research methods, and something else), Marketing, Strategic Writing, etc.  Only a few things survived such as a few ( Read more... )

I've been told my parents are keeping the cover on their pickup when they come to get my stuff -- it is even with the top of the bed.  Translation: I have to make another trip home w/ stuff b/c lets face it, theres' no way my stuff would all fit.  Packed up some today.  Still haven't touched the kitchen yet... Paul gave me a deadline-- he wants my ( Read more... )

I love coming home.  I miss it here.  As soon as I walked into our house Monday night I was swept with relief.  There really is no place like home.  And this trip has been nice, but short.  I was productive to an extent.  Not as much as I could have been but hey, it's me!  And tomorrow at some point I go to Dallas and stay the night with my sister ( Read more... )

Huh.  It's June already.  I'm still behind on my thesis.  I'm still stressed by stupid non school stuff (newest case of interest: Levi blocked me on AIM randomly in a conversation, but didn't block me on other chat programs or thingies like myspace/facebook.  This was not too long after a discussion where we agreed we could get along and be friends ( Read more... )

People are interesting.  Take Levi, for example, who as always is trying to change his ways.  He met a girl the night he dumped his gf (oh, a week ago?) and I believe is now seeing this girl.  However, he is trying to change his ways to be a better person.  See, to me that means evaluate what you do in life and try to see where there are problems, ( Read more... )