As much as I love the holidays and being around the ones that I love....this christmas has been especially tough. The one constant in my life is gone and I feel so let down and confused. I guess its my own fault after what I did to her almost a year ago now...but you know I knew she was the one for me so I worked so hard to make her trust me ( Read more... )

I really don't know why I am writing in this stupid thing, but I guess I only do when things bother me. Why is it that whenever I get close to someone, something happens and everthing hits the fan? I don't understant why my luck is always like this. You figure if you bought a girl jewelry and took her on a cruise and made her the most important ( Read more... )

SO YEAH ME AND AIMEE MADE OUR FINAL PAYMENT TODAY FOR A 7 DAY CRUISE TO THE BAHAMAS AT THE END OF OCTOBER....I CAN'T WAIT. THANK GOD FOR MY MOM'S FRIEND DOWN IN FLORIDA BECAUSE SHE HOOKED US UP....WE'RE ONLY PAYING $1080 FOR THE BOTH OF US AND SHE UPGRADED OUR ROOM FOR FREE...THE BEST PART IS THAT THE CRUISE LEAVES FROM NY SO WE ONLY HAVE TO TAKE ( Read more... )

SO YEAH I FINALLY GOT A CHANCE TO DO THAT WEEKEND LONG CANOE TRIP WHERE YOU GO DOWN THE SACO RIVER IN MAINE AND CAMP ON THE BANKS AT NIGHT....IT WAS FUN UNTIL THE TORRENTAL DOWNPOURS STARTED. ME AND MY BIG WERE IN MY CANOE AND FURIOUS AND APETIT WERE IN FURIOUS' CANOE...A LOT OF OTHER BROTHERS WENT TOO LIKE BAMBI, DUNLOP, JOEY...ETC...FRIDAY WAS ( Read more... )

I HAVE A NEW CAR AND A NEW CELL PHONE....HURRAH FOR ME!!! MY NEW NUMBER IS 774-291-6247 AND I AM THE PROUD OWNER OF A 1999 MONTE CARLO...I HAVE TO SAY ITS PRETTY SWEET CUZ ITS ALL BLACK WITH LEATHER INTERIOR AND POWER EVERYTHING...NOT TO MENTION IT SCREWS ON THE HIGHWAY...OH WELL IM AT WORK ON THE 4TH OF JULY....:( EVERYONE ELSE GOT TO PARTY LAST ( Read more... )

SO I FEEL INCREDIBLY BORED RIGHT NOW SO IM GONNA UPDATE THIS JOURNAL THING...SO MANY FUNNY THINGS HAVE HAPPENED SINCE I HAVE BEEN HOME THAT I FEEL I NEED TO WRITE THEM OUT SO I CAN LOOK AT THEM LATER AND LAUGH...SO HERE IT GOES...FIRST MY LIL BROTHER PAT HAS ELEVATED HIS PIMPIN GAME TO THE NEXT LEVEL...WELL SORTA...HE FINALLY GETS LAID FOR THE ( Read more... )

Really Long Survey (over 200)What is your name?:THOMAS JOSEPH O'CALLAHAN Are you named after anyone?:MY FATHER EVEN THOUGH I'M NOT A JR What's your screename?:OJ32BILLS Would you name a child of yours after you?:OF COURSE...ITS TRADITION If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:PROB MISTY OR SOMETHING...LOL If you ( Read more... )

Wow....a shitload has happened since I last updated this thang...Once again I have screwed a good thing up when I thought something else was what I really wanted. I'm not writing in this to make anyone who reads this feel bad for me....I'm writing to help me get some stuff out that constantly keeps reminding me of how much of a shitty person I can ( Read more... )

SO ME AND AIMEE WATCHED THAT MOVIE ALEXANDER....IT WAS HORRIBLE. NOW I USUALLY LOVE WAR MOVIES, BUT THIS ONE WAS MORE GAY THAN ANYTHING. NOW I KNOW FROM MY HISTORY CLASSES THAT THE ANCIENT GREEKS HAD HOMSEXUAL TENDENCIES, BUT THAT MOVIE WAS DOWNRIGHT GROSS AND NASEATING. I THOUGHT ALEXANDER WOULD BE SOME FEARLESS LEADER WHO ROLLED OVER ( Read more... )

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