today was probably one of the worst days of my life, if not the worst. nothing went my way acept for my 30 minutes drum lesson which i aced and the 10 minutes it took me to eat a salad at a resteraunt called sauce. everything else was just bullshit. i wouldve rather been sick puking every 30 minutes at home. so i hope seeing my aunts will be fun.
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i feel really weird right now. i just feel so alone. i hate it when i sound all "depressed" on my lj, but this time i cant help it. i seriously feel terrible right now. and what makes it worse is when i get this feeling deep down inside, this horrible feeling along with a voice that says i will be feeling like this my entire life. i will never be
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go to http://www.u.arizona.edu/~fturtle/music/. my friend made the music there and its pretty kool. just please listen to a few of them they are awesome. but yeah anyways not a lot has been happening. i wanted to go and see a fucking movie yesterday, THREE FUCKIGN NEW ONES CAME
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um if you ever find the time try and fill this thingy out if not dont worry about because i know probably no one is going to so i dont really expect anything
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A deep, tender, feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness
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last night when i walked into my bathroom i passed the mirror. for a split second when i looked in the mirror i saw me. i saw who i was am and am destined to be. i saw myself for the very first time and my heart literally jumped. then before i could recognize what exactly i was,am,and am going to be i lost the sight
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well im feeling a little better today. in light of the recent comments, i dont plan to be jumping off of any bridges in the next few days so you can relax. i just want everyone to know that a-camp has probably saved my life. they are the nicest people and they just make my life bliss. when im there i can just relax and be myself for the only time.
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