Loneliness keeps creeping up on me, no matter how many people i surround myself with. I can't peg whether or not my insecurity is based on my most recent rejection or based on the fact that because i was just rejected, my feelings for that person grew exponentially ( Read more... )

every time i put something i want in here, i never get it. you would think that one would learn a results analysis lesson here.

I had thought that i had lost the ability to feel the way that i do because of the amount of drugs i was taking. Apparently such is not the case.

I. Want. This. So. Fucking. Badly.

There are 20 people in this one, 6 more then last year and 8 more than the year before that (which i was not in because Catherine deemed it unnecessary).

so now in this time of economic crisis, we have twice the amount of people to spend money on. and we are all screwed.

i love valentine's day, but that information comes later.

tata

Sometimes, you gotta be a dick for a while to realize that you aren't a dick.

Yo i think im being an adult right now. I thought this was college time, full of college things!? I spent an hour today looking at a contract, a FUCKING CONTRACT ( Read more... )

i was sobering up before i started to listen to coldplay, and now im as high as the jolly green giant's balls again because of chris martin.

cool.

I did four shows today. I ran tech for one of them (which was a piece of cake), then performed in three more (one of which i proctored, the other two of which went way better than the one i proctored ( Read more... )

Watching the olympic trials has made me realize how much i want to be an olympic athlete. I watched the last heat of the 200 meter dash, and there was a stand-up comedian from gainesville who i talked to at length (who got last place by two hundreths of a second, although won a silver medal four years ago) and a student from FSU named Walter Dix ( Read more... )

So i was gonna go over to my friend's place tonight to watch Boston-LA game 5, but just before i left i realized that the Tonys were on, and there is no chance in hell that those guys would want to flip back and forth between the tonys and the game (lest they miss a possession or a higlight ( Read more... )