i would feel remiss if I stopped writing. I must continue at any cost....I don't know what it all will bring, but we will see

I know that if I talk to my sister and brother it will be simply be an exercise in the reassurance of denial

I am not a woman I am a stunted being

I can't begin to cope in regular arrangements

Went to therapy today...talked about stuff...apparently it's okay to ask for what you need...new territory amazing how scary it is...afterwards, I walked and went to a park and went on the swings...it's incredibly soothing...

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check out this film-- "not your soldier"

http://notyoursoldier.org/article.php?list=type&type=14

Hey, a lot of my journal entries are "friends only", so if you like you can add me as a friend on your livejournal account and then I can enable you to read it.

(It's not like you have to write in your journal if you make an account, you can just use it to read people's.)