you are laying in the backyard of your million dollar house.I hate that I cannot make myself feel better anymore. Music seems to be the only thing ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

School is done.
And I need a job.
Fuck man.

I'm so afraid, I can't hold on this time, that's why I write-- to let you know just what goes on. 'Cause this is me, and everything I've dreamed, and you know that I can't just settle for anything. Just once more can we pretend that everything is okay and that we are all happy? Breathe hope in me, I need you. I try so hard to make this work in ( Read more... )

This Chris kid was arrested at school yesterday morning for texting my friend Taylor and telling her he wanted to kill himself and others in school ( Read more... )

That would be my new name ( Read more... )

JUST KEEP GOING ON AND ON.
SWEEP ALL THE PIECES UNDER THE BED.
CLOSE ALL THE CURTAINS AND COVER MY HEAD.
AND WHAT YOU WISH FOR, WON'T COME TRUE.
YOU AREN'T SURPRISED LOVE, ARE YOU?
Does anyone even realize how bad this hurts ( Read more... )

I WANT TO PULL IT APART AND PUT IT BACK TOGETHER.
I WANT TO RELIVE ALL MY ADOLESCENT DREAMS,
INSPIRED BY TRUE EVENTS ON MOVIE SCREENS.
I AM A ONE MAN WRECKING MACHINE.
Surprisingly enough, I find myself slowly succumbing to my thoughts ( Read more... )

It's awfully quiet here ( Read more... )

HALLELUJAH FOR THESE EYES TO SEE YOUR PAINTED LIFE.
HALLELUJAH FOR THE TOUCH OF SKIN TO SKIN WITH MINE.
HALLELUJAH FOR THIS MIND THAT KEEPS OUR SOULS COMBINED.
I gave Heidi the letter. The one that told her I wanted nothing to do with her until she got clean. She read it in front of Alesha. I feel like a pile of shit ( Read more... )