3-22-2010Tom has been on my mind more and more lately....I thought time was supposed to make it easier; better? I guess in certain situations time makes things better, maybe this is just an exception. I was on the "forever in our hearts Tom Kane" group on facebook and I saw a website his sister has posted that was dedicated to him. It was for a ( Read more... )

you know what that means; new diagnosis!

Apparently, within fifteen minutes, she could tell that I had an Atypical Mood Disorder slash Anxious Agitated Depression. Celexa and Seroquel, here I come.

Remember all the things we wanted?
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye.It's weird to me that the majority of people who has Seasonal depression are worse off in the winter. It's even weirder to me that i'm the only one who believes I have Seasonal Depression ( Read more... )

I'm just 22, and I don't mind dyin'.

I need to get a grasp.
Anna is engaged.
I guess that's great.

I still want to die.
The end.

Today was one of the best days ever.
I hopped from Syracuse to Rochester to Canandaigua.
And I got that stupid thing with mark again where I had the absolute best time and totally felt right again. I just know it will all come crashing down soon.
I want Ben so ridiculously bad.
I think I am going to go insane.

I love Lake Placid.
<3
Getting away has never felt better.

I'm speechless.

Gluey feathers on a flume, sky is womb and she's the moon.I let people walk all over me, and I let myself get hurt. Honestly, I have realized at this point, it's all my fault ( Read more... )

Dan texted me at two thirty in the morning last night. He apologized and proceeded to tell me he hasn't been able to sleep a wink knowing that I was angry with him ( Read more... )

So there's a few years between us, maybe a few miles too. There's been a few situations where i've been torn between him and you. I know a few girls that can get you around town, I know a few sweethearts that wanna get around. Serial lover, serial lover, give it like no other. Serial lover, come get me tonight.I'm all sorts of confused. Dan ( Read more... )