people just cant stop trippin ( Read more... )

well....i survived

happy halmark day

tomorrow is the fabulous holiday all us singles know and hate. valentines day. it just dosent have the same meaning to anyone who doesnt have some one to share it with. yeah so even though vanessa and i are each others valentine just because we are that pathetic, i cant help but wish that i had a good boy by my side. i wish there was some sort of ( Read more... )

this week has been really good. i havent had anything unbelievably unusual happen...but it has still been really good. my school work has had an amazing turn around and i keep doing really well. my parents and i are getting along great and we havent really had any bad out bursts lately. social life is great too. i have been having a lot of fun with ( Read more... )

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so bored

well...the week is finally over. thank god for that. it seems that everything as been piling up. i need a break and some time to just slow down from all the school drama and work. i feel like i havent had time to just relax and be me in years. i am looking forward to this weekend. hanging out with all my friends will really give me a chance to just ( Read more... )

well...havent written in a while. a lot of shit has been going on. the drama never stops. it seems like when people have their issues...i am the one they come running to for advice. im not gonna lie, i like that people trust me with their problems and they think i am good enough to help them, but day in and day out its a little hard to hold my ( Read more... )

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I sit as still as i possibly can. no matter what i do i feel the pressure coming from inside my chest. i do my best to roll my already uneven shoulders back and i try to straighten my spine. nothing seems to relieve the pulling and stretching that is taking place under my chest wall. i move my right arm slightly to reach for the seat belt. i feel ( Read more... )