Once it's there, you say you won't need it, but you know it's so attainable. Can you stand there and watch it disappear? Can you stop yourself from wanting it all the time and where do you draw the line? You're spoiled and you tell yourself you won't expect it to always be there in your pocket to reach out and grab and well, if it's always there, ( Read more... )

LEAVE YOUR NAME HERE AND ( Read more... )

DEAR LIFE,

give me a sign.(!!!#$)

k? thanks so much.
(for making my head spin and all)

much love.

i'm always looking for something and i can't quite put a finger on what it is ( Read more... )

every once in a while i think i can't get enough of seeing couples who are happy and compatible and in love. it does not even matter that i don't have that special somebody, because there is just something so beautiful about seeing two people so in love, in knowing that feeling really truly does exist, and i just can't help feeling a little bit ( Read more... )

I'm happy. I'm really, really happy ( Read more... )

do i just attract guys who are crazy or something? i'm over it. i guess it's fine for a walk around and some amazing hugs and false flattery, but nothing more than that.

last night i had a dream that katherine heigl performed open heart surgery on me while i was conscious. i saw my heart and it felt cold and i started getting very scared and my heart rate went up so high they thought they had to stop but she convinced them to finish with the surgery because she knew i would calm down and then i did. because some of ( Read more... )

and if i fail then well then i fail but at least i gave you something.

( please read this for me )