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This is where livejournal comes in the best interest for me. I'm pissed. I'll write in my journal..online. heheh. Okay but seriously. fucking pissed. Everything. People. Certain people. Die? Or maybe just go away for 2 weeks or so and then we can talk when you come back..maybe. if I feel like it. why is it always just when I feel like it? why are ( Read more... )

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I swear I could talk to a million different people, come across a couple new faces, run into a bunch old faces, but no one is like you.

no one makes me smile like you do.

Ignore my mood swings, I only hope for things between us to get better.

Dear Stephanie,
Please don't get hung up on guys who treated you like shit.. even if he apologized.

Sincerely,
Your Smarter Side

no tolerance for anything..I'm honestly just a pissed off girl 24/7 and nothings gunna make that any different. I've drank at least 7 half pint water bottles today and i feel like i've finally caught up on my fluid drinking... if that makes any sense.

do you miss me? or has it been so long that you are starting to forget what you missed to begin with? lately, i've been combining reality with recent dreams to remind myself of what i liked so much in the first place. you know, fabrication to keep my mind busy; tricking myself into thinking i'm happy. distance makes the heart grow fonder, but i don ( Read more... )

trying to talk to you monday was clearly a waste of my time and tears. i feel like a fool.

thank you.

i take late daily naps and now my sleep pattern is fucked. it'll 3AM and i'm wide awake. i never wanted to be nocturnal but i suppose it could be worse, hm?

i'm getting my haircut soon. blah. i have no idea how i should cut it. whatever. i haven't cut my hair since last august. its about time.

i'm not happy. i'm not sad. it's getting better.

"I want a love like me thinking of you thinking of me thinking of you type love or me telling my friends more than I've ever admitted to myself about how I feel about you type love or hating how jealous you are but loving how much you want me all to yourself type love or seeing how your first name just sounds so good next to my last name. and shit ( Read more... )