i have no idea what time it is, nor do i care. its just another one of those nights. nothing eventful, nothing particularly bad happened, nothing particularly good. oh fucking well..

me and aliza are officially no longer dating, shes dating her best friend now, a guy whom has been her best friend since she was 8 years old. I can't compete with that so im not even gonna try im just gonna be her friend cause thats what she wants and i want her to be happy. So we had a scare that the band wasnt gonna go on tour but now its lookin ( Read more... )

so my week sucked, on wednessday aliza told me she didnt have time for a relationship. I was fine with this cause she still had feelings for me and what not but she goes to school full time and has lots of shite to do. then on friday i went to josephs going away party, which made me sad because although i dont know joseph very well im very fond of ( Read more... )

im now a full time member of nightmare syndicate...this rules. we're going on a tour of the west coast our first show is in seattle may 29th. Im gonna stay with john long...i havnt seen him in two years this is sooo exciting ( Read more... )

Okee so just this last tuesday i went to record with the boi's . It was neet...it was my first time being in a recording studio. we were there till like 3 in the morning. And i only got to lay down one track, cause the computer kept fucking up so we have to go back. I swear to god digital is the word of our generation, we have digital cell phones ( Read more... )

so for some reason im in a good mood even though i shouldnt be, me and eric were supposed to go get tickets for funker vogt but he flaked so im prolly just gonna end up going and getting them on saturday . I talked to john long today that made me very happy, hes giving me his keyboard. its a ensoniq eps ....its a sampler! yee haw!. ive always ( Read more... )

okee so this saturday me and Aliza went to silvia's shindig for her birthday. I had a blast, so did aliza i think cause at the end of the night we smooched, not like a big wet tongue down the throat smooch, it was but a peck but it was on the lips non the less. it was very nice, there were lil things in the even that were also very delightful. Oh ( Read more... )

so..... i finally go my workstation set up so i can sequnce music now. Im happy because of this, but im also kind of pissed at my work because i got to sacrifice my weeks pay so that we could afford the new books this week. this royally sucks. i need to study tonight cause i got a test tommorow in my music theory class(it didnt happen last week ( Read more... )

so..... i finally go my workstation set up so i can sequnce music now. Im happy because of this, but im also kind of pissed at my work because i got to sacrifice my weeks pay so that we could afford the new books this week. this royally sucks. i need to study tonight cause i got a test tommorow in my music theory class(it didnt happen last week ( Read more... )

So i talked to aliza today, i wished her a happy valentines day and from the sound of it i think i made her blush. she was especially pleased when i told her that i got her a present. it felt really good to brighten someones day. i might end up hanging out with her tommorow as well as saturday, i dont mind in the least but this brings up the age ( Read more... )