even when things are going better than ever, it's almost meaningless without you here...

it's just... not going too well right now. taking a step back and looking at all i've done with my life - i feel i could have done a little more... at least gotten the hell out of florida. i'd never have family problems again. i'd never had to meet ashley s., i'd have so much more accomplished should i have just left florida with my friend mr. jose ( Read more... )

Fuck it right now.

It's been good. Making all of my payments. Still saving for my Suzuki. Gonna try and go to Alex Grey's Museum this year. Want to visit Harlem Hospital (Place of Birth), too. every time I take a look in the mirror I see how much I've changed and grown. I have to say that I'm proud of the way my life is going. The one constant is that I still miss ( Read more... )

woke up in tears realizing what happened in my dream. i was happy. i woke up knowing that she would never be by my side again. fuck, this sucks... i fucked up. i know that. i wish i could take it all back to hold her one last time. .. until next time. peace world.

I am the fucking shit at work. I mean - if someone takes over the Chef's friends job (expeditor) because you have that fire in you and unintentionally get them fired because you're better.... You've got to be some kind of shit. Me? Expo? Who the fuck would have ever thought that would happen? Heh. All I see are these green pieces of paper with dead ( Read more... )

HAHAHAHA!!! I'm gonna be BANKING!!!!!!!!!!

very interesting. waiting to see the turn out. i don't know this person, but it looks like they're looking for a fight. .... :-) it's about time. haven't had a good fight in a LONG time. don't want to, but win or loose i'll enjoy the hell out of it. :-)

life gets better when you make it better. it's about that time for me. sure, money is alwyas a problem - in my case a strange problem, but it will all get better. just watch. peace world.

thrice was the fucking shit. absolutely amazing. ashley.... chose to see a free movie rather than hang out with someone she hasn't seen in a long time when there was a week in advance given. no hard feelings. i just don't care anymore ( Read more... )