God, I just want to cry. Just once.

God Fucking Dammit.

Phone conversation ( Read more... )

When I think of you too long, I stop breathing.
The part of me that wished I had stopped breathing after the accident wakes up a little.
Breathe.
I chose this. I chose before, and I choose now.
You are so near, now. And completely separate. And I chose this without knowing.
So I'll keep breathing, and try to make better choices,

First, I'd like to say that I saw Sio during Christmas while I was in Santa Barbara. Always refreshing to see her. Wonderful person ( Read more... )

Today I sat on a bench in the park near my parents house ( Read more... )

Here.
No point in writing it twice.

Two hours and three thousand dollars later, my feeding tube is finallly out.
The anesthesia has me feeling a bit sick though.

So, I started with my new physical rehab guy here in Hot Springs last monday.
I'll have 2 sessions a week.

He was looking at the xrays of my shoulder and was sort of chuckling at how bad it was.

He says about a 3rd of my clavicle broke completely off, rotated about 90 degrees, then healed back connected that way.
And, one of the fractures in my scapula ( Read more... )

Sorry it's been so long, whoever still reads this ( Read more... )