you're on my mind. patience.

i do not miss you. i was foolish to think this emptiness was you, how could you, you in your helpless manner be what is now a void in what i could and would call my heart ( Read more... )

i can go back, back to you, but i won't. i sit between falling and failing.

skin keeps together my mudded insides.

hi yall.

been to heaven.

coffee is back. just a cup a day instead of a pot.

my grandmother's have a new place in my life, they are much more valuable than ever - they hate the same family members as i do.

snow days mean nothing to me like they used to. just means i cannot wear heels.

i am uncomfortable.

i have quit ketchup.

today i have begun the journey to quit coffee. this is rather painful.

i plan to quit potatoes starting today. no more taters precious. no.

today is the last day i eat bread as well.

my brain feels heavy.

there is nothing but this, boredom ( Read more... )

either it's raining or someone is masturbating quite loudly outside my window.

dear lord, the rain is a'splappin' tonight.

i eat all this food in hopes of lying in bed with you!!!!!

you hate me.