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GAY!! everything is GAY!! my room is GAY!! I need to do something to clear my head..its too cluttered with crap that makes me sad. GAY!! I gotta get outta here for like a month to go somewhere else to see different people to do different things and to think about something else to make me not sad anymore. And you know..I can think of only very few ( Read more... )

GEEZE!! You know I guess its my fault for putting myself out there...but you know..I guess I figured, hey..he's a freshman..he's cute..and I like him..maybe, just maybe I'll get a chance for him to get to know me, and maybe he'll like me...but no I'm just unlikeable. I went and I broke all my rules, thinking that i would get a different outcome.. ( Read more... )

I guess people change their minds....and that makes me sad, because sometimes it hurts.

GOD HE SMELLS GOOD!! So it got cold at the powderpuff game and that big dikey loser Sarah had my jacket, I took his and covered my arms and shoulders with it...when I got in the car after I had taken it off...I smelled him...so I smelled my shirt sleeve..and it smelled really good...hahaha...his cologne had rubbed off on to my shirt...and now I ( Read more... )

Well I figured out the big mystery..isnt that special...world geography...huh...great...thats great.....thats what I get for putting myself out there.

And i say DAMN someone was looking GOOD today I was like WOE. I had to take a minuet to recompose myself...I had to do a double take..i wasnt sure if it was that someone.

I think everyone has a void..and they go around day after day trying to fill this void, because they dont want to feel it anymore. I think mine has always been there, but i never felt it untill I went through my first breakup, then again when my Nana died. I think its that little peice of your heart that is filled by someone you care very deeply ( Read more... )

Okay, so I totally broke one of my MAJOR rules tonight and called the guy i like...THANK GOD he wasnt home cuz then I would hae felt like a big IDIOT!! It was a serious "gaining vital information" call n all, but still..Rule #1: NEVER and I repeat NEVER cal them first...let them call you in order to keep them guessing. I mean honestly Scott...who ( Read more... )

Ok so i got freakishly bored last night and started taking all these funny quizzes and then this morning put them all on here cuz they're funny.