I'm burnt out. I just got done with Health like five minutes ago. Took me less than 2 weeks, FYI. I'm burnt out, anxious because A-Kon is this weekend (go look in my journal or ask Aegis about last year), freakin out every day because Health is giving me flashbacks to the day my stepdad died, pissed because I haven't gotten to talk to Jeff for more ( Read more... )

God. Someone. Anyone. Help me. I don't know what to do now. I'm lost with out him. My boyfriend and I (I dont even know if I can call him that) had a fight because I waited so long to tell my mother about our relationship. Six months and I just told her today. He told his mom from the get go, and I have (maybe had) a good relationship with her. He ( Read more... )

I don't know where he is. He has his phone off. His mom is super pissed. I'm freaking out so bad. I'm fucking worried. I didn't get to apologize in full for the shit I instigted last night. I want to talk to him. I don't know what to do. I can't help it. I don't know what to do. I don't know if he's hanging out with the klick or huslting or what. ( Read more... )

There are people in this world that you hate automatically. I am going to talk about those people today. First off, someone who doesn't even live in Texas. Jordanne Vara. I hate her so much. She tried to get her ex, my boyfriend back. She became my friend and didn't find out who I was for 3 months. Then she finally got the hints and figured out I ( Read more... )

I'm scared to voice the words in my heart. I know this e=is something that all people deal with, but I just have so much trouble with it. I can write the words. Only one person knows what is in my heart and that person just found out last night when he was high (not a great time I'm sure). I'm scared that I will lose something. Something so ( Read more... )

I hate her so much. She's so fucking annoying. JORDANNE! JUST DIE ALREADY! FUCK!

Its been almost a month since I fucked up last. Yes, in my relationship. I love him very mich and I would do anything to make him happy. UH...Mayber I shouldn't get mushy this early in the day. I mean, I'm in school and all. Its like WHOA MAN!!! I also have to be careful so my teacher doesnt see me on here. I will get into so much trouble...Oh well ( Read more... )

I am so hyper, and I dont know why. Its all like, "AHHHH!!!!" I am so hyped up on like sugar. Its so funny. And...Well yeah. I am talking to a few people and I'm acting liike a crack monkey. I got into chior today. I dropped art because I hate Mr. Ostrowski. He is a wanker! AHHHHH!!!!

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Now Im trying to get pulled out of skyline. I wanna go to sunset. I made a promse to some one and I plan on making sure that i go through with it. And my friend Deanna goes there. WHOO!