1. My name ( Read more... )

theres just too much worry... im worried bout hsi girl from the evboard (yea u Stef) cuz well shes going to bed now but i dunno if ill talk to her tomorrow.. she said shed try not to like 'do' anything, but i know its realy hard for her and im sared she cant take more... i dunno, i dont eve know why i like get in touch with these girls (who are ( Read more... )

did u all know life sucks? it realy does. i feel like everyones leaving me. its stupid cuz i know better than that... i feel like crap right now.. just nothing is going right.... yesterday i was like thinking 'what h hell.. why shouldnt i scratch!? who give a fuck? its my decision' and then i was like 'no shut up, i cnat do this.... ppl will be too ( Read more... )

lol i prolly told like everyone who will read this lol, but YAY im gonna go and see Hoobastank in october :D :D :D i so cant wait, its gonna be amazing :D me, rian, marlou and 3 others are coming, so that shold be fun. no parents for a change hehe ;) not that its that bad but hey. octobe ris just so far away lol :( well, actually it really isnt but ( Read more... )

a home in my heart ( Read more... )

i feel really mepty on the inside like i havent eaten for a month, while i just had lunch. i dunno its really weird, ive feltlike this before, but it never lasted this long. mostly it would go away after a day but now its been like this for the past few days :S makes me feel alone too. i dunno, it sucks but i dunno what i can do about it :S heres ( Read more... )

im feeling a bit weird today. lil dizzy, maybe kind of like im floating or somethin. kind of had this talk with my mum yesterday. she started with: hows things with ur cutting? i dunno, i hate it when she asks me that. well not the fact that she asks me, but that she asks me bout my cutting. and then im like: theyre not cuttings, theres no blood, ( Read more... )

its raining outside soo hard right now lol. i feel like getting outside and just stand there in the pouring rain, im not going to tho: my parents will look at me like im nuts :P i dunno, im looking outside now, and i realise ive never realised how beautiful the rain is. i dunno, that just kind of hit me ( Read more... )

everything seems to be turning out good. i dunno, it seems like good times are finally coming ( Read more... )